Ayun. HAHA. NANAMAN. AS USUAL

The young prophesy by their very existence --- they are the future. - Paul Valery

I think it's been almost a month since I last blogged. Haha. Anyhoo, here's what's been happening to
me:
* have a new laptop. HP Pavilion. Same as Kristen's.
* have a PSP. Finally. Actually, it's shared. (It actually got lost for 5 days. Bummer)
* got sick for two weeks. My stomachache. Idk. I think because of drinking. Then I had to stop my drinking
for 1 week. All I've been drinking was WATER WATER and more WATER.
* I've been better.
  - with my relationship to other people except J*** X(
  - in Algebra. Ahaha.
* not grounded anymore 'cause I'm a DL. Yeah, unbelievable right? I've been drinking
then I'm a DL? Holy shit. :))

Lauren's Dinner Party at Joey Pepperoni Pizzeria [Perea Branch at Makati City. Near Greenbelt]
     
     When I was ony my way home at around 5pm, I texted Luig and asked him what time should I be in his house. He
said 6. DAMN, I said. Haha. I had to rush taking a bath, and I didn't even know yet what I should be wearing! Err. Thanks
to my sister and mom, they helped me. I arrived at Luig's house at around 6:30. When I was about to go in, there were
two guys waiting outside. Then there was girl who went out, I thought it was Carissa. Anyhoo, the maid told me to go in.
Yes, as usual, his room was kinda messy. I told him I understand, he's a guy. Haha. Then I saw Aaron C. Then Migs and the
brother of Ambat was there.
     Luig: Haha. Anje, si Migs oh. Yung nang-rape sa'yo.
     Anje: HAHAHAHA
   
     Carissa was on webcam, so I chatted with her while Luig was talking to the guys. I thought Luig knew the way to the venue. Err.
He just had the map. So finally, Jerome and Isko arrived.  Trust me, Luig drives crazy haha.
Then we went to Carissa's condo, fetched her. Then we had to pay the parking (duh, it's Makati) I was really happy seeing old
Zobel friends again :)
     of course: Lauren, Dane, Pat, Kai, Jenny, Rosy, Ria, Joseph, Bianx, Nina-Bianca, Alyssa, Mon, Kaye, Yvana, Char, Jona and Pert.
yhey yhey yhey! Haha. Food galore. Luig, Isko and Jerome had llike 3-4 rounds of buffet madness. Picture galore. Abao and Aaron A. was just
outside. Restroom galore with Yvana, Dane and Pat. Yeah shit, the restroom was so freaky! Haha. After the party, we went to Greenbelt.
Timezone. Tekken galore. Luig brought Carissa home. Dead end Evangelista street haha. Had a pitstop at Shell along SLEX with Luig and Isko.
Chilled out. Luig brought Isko home, then me. Arrived at home at around 2am.
I missed them so much. Zobel and Justice Friends. Ahaha


I bought this tissue at UM, cause my colds kept running. It smells like a cigarette. Shit yeah, duh, I bought
it at UM. No doubt. So instead of getting well, I had to use that tissue as if I was smoking. Err



When I was with Alli in the bus last Friday morning, on our way to school, the bus stopped then I saw this sign.
"WALANG TAWIRAN NAKAMAMATAY. GAMITIN ANG OVERPASS." Then, when I looked at the TV, the news reporter
said: "Isang lalake, namatay, tumalon sa overpass dito sa Pasay."
I was really laughing hard. Kasi ginamit nga yung overpass, namatay parin! Haha!

How are my blockmates? Haha. Everyone's great. :) Kept on going to Zen. :P
And loads of group messages. Yeah, I spend load for them even though if we see each other every fucking day. :))

Kimmie: May friendster ka? Paki-add naman 'to oh.
             1 + 1 =
Jake: Ah. May ym ka diba? Ito address ko. 110 Yakal St. Las Pinas City.

-- that was so BENTA =))

And another one:
While Kimmie, Eika and Aaron were near the LRC before going home...
Kimmie: BYE EIKA! BYE BYE! *waving*
Kimmie: BYE AARON! BABOY! *proudly waving*

It wasn't intentional. Haha. Yeah, call Aaron BABOY! WHOOOO!!! =))))))))

Then it's feels so great to be okay with Ayie, and feels so great to hear from him again.
No bitterness. :)) I miss and missed him though. :D

That's what's wrong with me. I regret when the relationship is finally over. :( awww.
Oh well, bottom line: I'm stupid :))

"Some of the most rewarding and beautiful moments of a friendship happen in the unforeseen open spaces between planned activities. It is important that you allow these
spaces to exist." - Collenbach

Greetings:
~ Advance HAPPY HAPPY BEERDAY to my bestest and beloved Angel, tomorrow :))
~ Rach, Sten, Karla, Virge, Mel, Mara, Tin and Dave: I MISS YOU GUYS :(
~ Carissa, Robs, Luig, Jerome, Isko, Ginest, Big C: I MISS YOU GUYS :(
~ MF1J, WHY IS EVERYBODY IN LOVE? :)

LOVE OR FRIENDSHIP?
Eika opened the question when we were eating at Sex yesterday. I was with her, Joanna, Miera & Kimmie. Saw Joseph S. :)

Me: Love. Kasi sa friendship may love naman eh. I mean, loving your friends.
Eika: No ang ibig kong sabihin eh yung romantic love. Yung guy o friends mo ang pipiliin mo.
Me: Aah. Eh di syempre friendship! Sus, nabuhay ka namang walang boyfriend pero ang friends hindi nawawala.
Eika, Kimmie, Miera, Joanna: OO OO!! TAMA! HAHAHA!

Insocio Time
I'll type down some seating arrangements (I'm gonna skip people not involved in my story. lol)
                                                                                   Teacher's table
                             Joanna Miera Prince                                                                   chair Jolo DJPat Tobi
                             people                                                                                            people
Warrior Alexa Dherick Bok
Rap Jake Kimmie Me

And the conversation follows:
Rap: Prince, tumabi tabi ka dyan kung ayaw mong masktan! hahaha!
Me: hahahah! alam na!
Rap: Ano Anje? Banatan ko na yun.
Warrior: Naghahanda na! Hahaha!
Rap: Ano Anje? Sino gusto mong unahin ko? Si Prince o si Prince?
Me: Hmmmm. Si Prince! Hahaha!
Rap: Ah si Prince? Sige sige.
Me: Ayyy! Ampucha! Alexa, umayos ka kung ayaw mo mabanatan!
Warrior: Hahaha!
Rap: Maghanda ka na din!
Me: Warrior, baka gusto rin mabanatan ni DJ Pat! hahaha!
Warrior: Bakit? *sabay hanap kay DJ Pat* oo nga noh! hahaha!
Me: Alexa, ano kulay ng make-up mo ngayon?
Alexa: Ha? Pink? Bakit?
Me: Gusto mong maging black yan mamaya?
Warrior: AH! HAHAHA! ALAM NA!
Me: Warrior, nakita mo buhok ni DJ Pat?
Warrior: Oo bakit?
Me: Baka gusto niyang ma-kalbo. Hahaha!

[pero hindi naman natuloy yung banat effect. chever lang yun ahahah!]

Thank God the issue of Eika and Joanna is over, but I wasn't there when it was settled. It was during the second break this afternoon.
(I was in B308. Essay Writing Contest. [representing MF1J] The winners will be announced on Aug. 11.)

Me: Are we all froshes?
The guy on my right side: Yes. What's your course?
Me: HR. You?
The guy on my right side: Export.
Me: Ooh. *faces the guy on my left* You? What's your course?
The guy on my left: CA.
Me: WHOA. SMARTASS!
(pucha. feeling close?! haha!)

Friday last week Ms. Charlie named the top 4 writers in the class. Me, Paula, "Prof" & Cheenee. Then, it was down to Paula and I. The class had to vote.
They chose me. I don't fucking know why :)) I voted for Paula!! Paula's was way better than mine, [naks. pa-humble effect pa gustung-gusto naman. lol]

It was ON THE SPOT ESSAY WRITING CONTEST ACTUALLY.  Technology enabled so I wasn't worried that much. We weren't allowed to use thesaurus, grammar checks and all
that shit. Only WORD COUNT. 750-1000 words were alloted. Mine was 858 :)) the topic: AM I LEARNING TO BE A GLOBALLY COMPETENT STUDENT OF DE LA SALLE-COLLEGE
OF SAINT BENILDE?
At first, I wasn't able to think! I felt constipated :)) I saw everyone, they were already typing, I haven't even starteed my first sentence.
Well, whatever, I love writing :) (or typing. lol) I finished at 2:30 exactly. lol

Then went to the loo, then straight to the classroom. When I was seated, they kept on making up jokes to some of our blockmates' names.
LAUGHTRIP! =)) AS IN BENTA TALAGA!

What a lonely trip home :( Why kaya? :)) ALAM NA! GUMAGANON!

Kimmie's PSP fell. Prince kasi eh! Hahaha!
In addition to that, boots with the furrrrrrrrr! Nice boots Kimmie!
Eika-Joanna :D love you girls!
J.D. =)) again and again and again
Non-stop joke names. BENTA =))


TO THE BEERDAY BOY TOMORROW
ANGHELO! :))
[omfg. can't believe you're 15?! hindi ka na totoy boy! HAHAHA!]
Not sure if I can make it on Saturday, but I really really miss you. All of you guys. Anyway, this should be a birthday message lol.
We've been best friends for six years with Rappang, and I really really thank you for that.
I mean, not only that.. I thank you for:

• seeing me at my worst 'cause you've been really accepting me for who I really am
• always being there even though I don't go running at you if I have problems
• always asking me if I'm okay.
• being my psychic-hero-lover [as Sten said hahaha]
• being a true friend. the bestest friend. the worst ex [kidding. haha. you're not the worst so far. wait, you are. lol]
• wiping my tears everytime I cry
• the stolen kisses
• holding my hand when I need comfort
• just simply looking at my eyes
• making me feel that everything's gonna be alright
• totally keeping my secrets. our secrets >:)
• the non-stop phone call conversations
• being my first love. and my first everything [and last? why not! haha]
• making me fat. lol
• always teasing me 'cause I know that's how you 'make lambing' [yuck. conyo haha]
• trusting me, Rappang, Red, Ojna and Mac = and keeping a friendship that really lasts.
• being happy for me when I was happy with Ayie [were you really? hmmm? haha!]
• the hugs and kisses
• always protecting me from THEM >:)
• Martheena and the letters
• the necklace that makes me feel uber itchy when I wear it
• always keeping me safe
• loving me and Rappang for six years! :)) tang inang mga mukhang yan! hindi tayo nagsasawa!
• asking me to marry you =))
• letting me feel that we're soulmates. naks.
• lastly, COMPLETING ME. :)

AND A TOAST, FOR YOUR FIFTEENTH BUBBLY KINKY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW! CHEERS :))
[can't wait for your beer belly! bwahaha!]
Me + Gel + Rappang = THE COUSINS. BEN DESEL. <3
Oh, miss it :)

Ok, I won't let anyone stop me from blogging again. I blogged again 'cause it's very addicting. Yes, I'm regretting what I said in my last blog that I'm not gonna blog again. Lol.

Anyhoo, I'm with Criselle. Hi Criselle! Si Ms. Takaw :))

MF1J = <3 ALAM NA! OHA OHA! GUMAGANON!

Frosh Night July 18, 2007 : Friday @ "Bora"

Well Dino Imperial and Say Alonzo were our hosts. The line was really fucked up. It took us hell hours to get out of it. It was so boring, honestly. We just drank then watched the A615 dancers (I wasn't able to really WATCH them 'cause they were a lot of people blocking my sight.) Then, we went to the cubes to get our bags then, we went straight to KFC. Alexa was drunk :)) [cause she, Rap, Dherick, Chibby, Jolo, Tere, Aaron, Bok etc.. had a session at Berde. We weren't able to hang out with them cause me, Kimmie and Miera hung out at Joanna's pad. Bloddy cousins! :))] Uhm what else? Rap kept on teasing me to ____ and ____ :)) went home around 10:30. Text galore before sleeping.

Saturday and Sunday = normal day. Text, eat, sleep, watched a movie, chores. Well acutally, Sunday.. Rach and Ojna went to my house!!! YIPEEEE :D I missed both of them! My two best friends! :( chatted for a while, grub with Snickers :)) texted Sten the whole night! We talked a lot of things! And thanks to her, I've realized that letting go is the best. [Ayie was right :))] I can finally breathe easily now :))

Fish Crackers = ok. kilig. :P secret :))

MIERAP = AYIHEEEEE! GUMAGANON!! :x kilig me :))

Gel's birthday = is on Thursday already! He's turning 15! :)) Yipeeeeee!! Ninong [Gel's dad] told me to come 'cause magpapacheeseburger daw sila [well, I really should. He's my bestest best friend. Lol] I missed Gel. We were able to talk from Sat to Sun, and this morning. I miss him getting mad at me! Lol. "KANINA PA KAYA AKO TUMATAWAG!" Well, I told him a lot of THINGS. Err :| Anyhoo, I think he's celebrating on Saturday *praying to be allowed* :)) I'm not giving him any gift 'cause... ALAM NA! :)) OHA OHA! GUMAGANON! :)) thanks to Gel, I've realized something too. Well, it's just between the two of us na lang. I mean, sikretong malupit! :)) [but I told Sten and my close blockmates about it so there]

It's my lost daw?! :)) TALAGA LANG AH :))

"You will find, as you look back upon your life, that the moments when you have really lived are the moments when you have done things in the
spirit of love." - Henry Dummond


OO, tagalog time na. Madrama ako ngayon. >:)

Ihanda niyo na ang sarili niyo, dahil ito na yata ang pinakamahabang blog na bli-nog ko. Ayos.

TABI -TABI PO: Maaring ito na ang huli kong pagblo-blog. At kung ano man ang mababasa niyo rito ay walang pagkukunwari. Wala na akong hiya sa
lagay na ito. Pagpasensyahan niyo na ako. Dala lang ito ng pagkukulang. Huwag kayong mag-alala, hindi naman ako magpapakamatay. HAHAHA. Hindi naman
kailangan ng patnubay ng magulang, alagang aso at ipis, pwede na.
 
Ay at isa pa! Kung sino man makaka-gets ng titolo ko para sa entry )"About You Is Eternity") na ito ay MAGALING! Hindi ba obvious :))

At kung mabasa niya man, (sana hindi hahaha pero ewan ko) ipagdasal na niyo na ako. Na natural hinding-hindi na niya ako kakausapin siguro.

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Dalawang araw mula ngayon, mag-iisang taon na ang computer na ginagamit ko.

Mahigit labin-limang araw mula ngayon, mag-iisang taon na nung nagsimula akong mag-blog at sumali sa I.PH, Blogspot, Livejournal, Wordpress, Blog ng Multiply at
higit sa lahatang BlogLog Community.

Idedesregard ko na ang ibang kwento na detalyado. Summarized na lang. (kahit mahaba ang kalalabasan. Paumanhin po.)

AGOSTO 2007
       Habang ako'y nagbro-browse sa mga profile ng mga kaibigan ko sa BlogLog Community eh naisipan kong maghanap ng prospect. Yung tipong crush lang para
may pamapakilig naman ako. Hindi ko talaga hilig yung mamprospect sa internet eh, talagang ayoko nun. HANGGANG SA :)) Ayun, may nakita na nga ako.
Actually, dalawa pa ngang lalake yun eh pero mas pinili ko yung medyo matino yung itsura. Malamang na-cutean ako. In-add ko na siya diretso sa YM at Friendster.
Bigla siyang nag-pm sa akin at tinanong kung sino ako. Basic getting to know you conversation. Bigla kongkinapalan mukha ko. Sinabihan ko siya na mag-comment
siya sa blog at Friendster ko kahit nosebleed siya nung English pa yung blog ko. Hindi ko makakalimutan yung kauna-unahan niyang comment sa Friendster ko,
"this is my comment" with matching marquee style pa. Tuwa naman ang lola mo. Nagulat rin ako nung nalamankong malapit ang lugar nila sa lugar ng lola at mga
pinsan ko. Lalung natuwa ang lola mo. Kinuha ko na rin yata yung number yan at lalung-lalo-super-omg- ang tuwa nglola mo nung nalaman kong Globe siya.
Ang kapal ko talaga nun. Tska mura pa unli nung time na 'to eh. P50 for 5 days. Remember?

SETYEMBRE 2007
     Hindi kami masyadong nag-usap nitong nilalang na ito eh. Busy ako sa iskwelahan ko nun. Pero medyo kinamusta ko siya ng ilang beses. Pero hanggang dun
na lang. Kamustahan galore. Tska I was falling in love with somebody else nung time na 'to eh. Kaya pa-kilig crush ko lang siya nito that time. May 'chever' na
nagsesendan ng quotes. Nagkakatext rin yata pero hindi todo todo text ting!

OKTUBRE 2007
     Ang sembreak. Nung pauwi ako sa lola ko, katext ko yata siya nun. Kung anu-ano pinaguusapan namin. Naalala ko na tungkol pa yun kay Kokey at tungkol din
sa mga pinsan ko na alien yata, ewan ko basta gaguhan. Ganun. Naka-chat ko rin siya nung nasa computer shop ako ng pinsan ko. Dumating din sa topic nung
kwinento ko yung tungkol sa amin ng una kong ex. Yun rin yata yung time na may ahas sa may gate ng bahay ng pinsan ko. Pinagtatawanan niya ako sa chat.
Hindi pa gaanong kasabik-sabik ang mata ko na makita ko siya ng personal nun. Tska sabi niya next time na lang daw eh. May pupuntahan yata siya nung time
na yun.

NOBYEMBRE 2007
     Ito yung panahon na nagpra-practice kami para sa cheering eh. Isang gabi ng practice yata, sobrang pagod na yata ako nun. Nasa bahay kami ni Anna V. tapos
ako si Alli at Kalals nakalapag yata yung phone sa parang swingish chair ni Anna V. sa kanyang bakuran. Nakatambay lang kami dun. Pero nung magprapractice na,
nilapag namin ulit dun sa swinging chair. Nung hindi turn ng girls na sumayaw, bumabalik kami ni Alli dun sa swinging chair tapos kukunin yung phone at magtetext.
Tuwa nanaman ang lola mo at magkatext kami nun. Pero hindi masyado kasi may iba nanaman akong gusto nun at pagod na ako nun. Ayos diba. Hahaha. Nung araw
na nung cheering compe, natuwa ako nung nagtext siya. Iba na tibok na puso ko. Naks. Basta magkatext kami nun.
     Nung despedida ni Ninang nung Nov. 29 yata yun,alam ko Thursday yun, nag-iinuman na kami. Hmm malamang Thursday madaling araw na nun, bigla ko siyang
naisipan imbitahin sa sinabi sa akin ni Karla na MTV concert, libre yung tickets. Eh yung iba namin kaibigan di yata papayagan kasi nga exam yata that time eh
malapit na. So, ayun naisipan kong imbitahin siya. Nagulat ako nung mag-iinum kami, nung tinext ko siya, nagreply siya! Akala ko tulog na siya nun. Tapos mag-uunli
daw siya kinabukasan for the sake na makatext ako nun. So nung Nov 29, magkatext kami hanggang madaling araw. Tapos sinabi niya na ako daw yung pinakamatagal
niyang nakatext. Hahaha. Nagkataon rin yata na sabay pa kaming kumakain ng tinapay (at kailangan ko talaga ikwento yung pandesal na kinakain niya eh noh. hahaha.)
May sakit rin yata ako nun. The next day, Nov. 30 eh pre-celebrationyun ng birthday ko. Nagpunta kaming Festi, ako, Rach, Ojna, Sten, By, Mara, Tin at BJ. Katext ko
rin siya nun. Nagulat ako, may sinend siyang quote na halatang hindi na niya inedit kasi 'gud am' ang huling words nung quote. Parang ganito yun eh, yung quote,
"Lord... Kung hindi talaga siya para sa akin....... (press down, mga ilang down yun) ....... siya na lang kasi please... gud am!" Nagtaka talaga ako nun kasi bakit siya
magsesend ng ganun sa akin. Kilig ang lola mo.Nung kumakain kami sa Max's, todo kilig ang lola. Kahit kumakain, di ko matiis hindi replyan eh. Tapos naalala ko
sabi niya pa na kumain daw sila sa Max's last week. Ayos. Nung manunuod na kami ng movie, siyempre ka-text ko parin siya nun. Enchanted yata yun.
Tapos sabi niya magmo-motorsiklo lang siya. Inantay ko text niya, pero di na siya nagtext.
    
DISYEMBRE 20007
     Tuwa nanaman ang lola mo. Gri-neet niya ako. Nag-save pa daw siya ng dalawang piso para lang daw i-greet ako. Nakakatuwa naman. Anyway, ito rin yata yung
time na nakachat ko si Red tapos kinuha ko yung pic ko na siya kumuha. Yung naka yellow ako tapos naka make-up kasi yung pic na yun yung time na galing ako
sa grad pictorial chever. Tapos nagcomment sya dun sa pic na "mukha ka ng tao :D" tapos may nagcomment na isang manyak tapos hinihingi number ko chever tapos
kwinento ko sa kanya tapos sabi niya, "napaka-attractive naman kasi ng pic mo na yun eh." Kilig nanaman ang lola mo. Ito rin yata yung time na marami kaming chat
galore eh. Yung tinanong ko sa kanya kung may babae siya and stuff tapos sabi niya, "hindi ko pa nakikita yung aabot ng standards ko eh." Ayun. Ito rin yata yung
time na tawa na kami ng tawa (kahit hindi ko siya nakikita, pero ramdam ko) yung sa "mahilig ka ba sa palaka?" Then, (hay ang dami) ito rin yata yung time na tinanong
niya ako kung naniniwala ba daw ako sa cyber relationship. Tapos tinanong ko kung bakit niya naman natanong. Sabi niya homework niya daw yun. (then kwinento ko
kay Karla the next day yun. Sabi ko kay Karla parang hindi ako naniniwala na echos homework niya yun. Si Karla din. Hahaha)
     (hay ang dami. Kapagod pero okay lang. Umuulan eh, masarap magdrama)
     HULING ARAW NG SIMBANG GABI (eh nakumpleto ko, sabi ni Ninong mag-wish daw ako kasi totoong natutupad daw talaga) sa pagkabliw ko sa nilalang na yun
eh grabe ang wi-nish ko. Nagpakatotoo na lang ako noh, mas gusto ng Diyos yun. Sabi ko na sana maging boyfriend ko yung nilalang na yun. Hahaha.
     ANYWAY, Xmas party na nun sa school. Ako, Mara, Virge and Mel ay nagpuntang MOA after nung party. Ito yung araw na sobrang nababaliw na ako. Na feeling
ko na I'm really falling for him na. Tapos sobrang kahit saan ako tumingin siya nakikita ko and stuff. Inaasahan kong makikita ko siya. Tapos nung palabas na kami ng
MOA, pumunta kami sa parking malapit sa parang abandoned na Pier One place, na may mga parang swing, sa may bay. Sabi ko sa kanila, "Ewan ko na lang ah.
Pero ang sarap siguro mag-date dito sa place na 'to. Sana one time dalhin ako ni ANO sa place na 'to."
     Hanggang as nung on the way kami papuntang Town, nagwawala ako na gusto ko na siya makita and chever todo hahaha. Hanggang sa nag-inuman ako, si Mel
at Virge. Ayun. Nilabas ko lahat-lahat. ANG PINAKA HINDI KO MAKAKALIMUTAN NA BINITAWAN KONG SALITA KAY VIRGE NUN, "Sinasabi ko sa'yo Virge,
once na magkita kami, hinding hindi ko na siya papakawalan."
     Isang araw, nagtext ako sa kanya kung ano ba yung paborito niyang kulay. Tapos nung una ayoko talaga sabihin kung bakit ko tinatanong, pero nasabi ko na rin.
Balak ko kasi siyang bigyan ng Xmas gift. So ayun. Nagulat ako nung sinabi niya na naisipan niya rin daw ako bigyan ng regalo nung napadaan daw siya sa Blue
Magic. Ganun ganun. Tapos inisip namin kung paano namin ibibigay sa isa't isa chever. Nung gabi bago ako pumunta sa bahay ng Ninong ko, dumaan muna ako
lugar na bibilhan ko ng regalo ko para sa kanya. Kasi sabi niya na paborito niyang kulay ang green, black at gray. Eh sobrang nahihirapan ako magisip ano kaya ang
magugustuha niya. So bumili na lang ako ng bagay na pwede niya talagang gamitin. Nakita ko ang black Girbaud na wallet, tapos yung green na Lacoste perfume.
So ayun. Pinagipunan ko talaga. Nung babalutin ko na, nilagyan ko ng message na sobrang nagpapasalamat ako sa kanya na natulungan niya ako sa maraming bagay.
Nung gabi rin nun eh nakachat ko siya kung paano at saan kami magkikita. Tapos pareho kaming kinakabahan. Nanlalambot na talaga ako nun. (the next day kasi
pupunta na ako sa bahay ng lola ko, na malapit rin sa lugar nila)
     MOMENT OF TRUTH. Disyembre 24.
    Paggising ko pa lang eh hindi ko na ma-explain ang nararamdaman ko. Kinakabahan ako na ewan. Hay. Nung dumating na ako sa bahay
ng lola ko, nagpaalam blues ako tapos may sermon galore na kesyo sino daw yung kikitain ko chever. Basta umuwi daw ako before 6. Magpasama daw ako kay ate
Kat. Sabi niya Chowking nalang daw kami magkita para mas convenient. Sabi ko kay ate Kat, "Ate Kat! Hawakan mo yung kamay ko! Nanlalamig amputa! HAHAHA!"
Ayun. Nung pumasok kami, biglang hinanap ko na siya, tapos may tinuro si ate Kat na naka sumbrero. "TANG INA.", sabi ko. SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT. Lahat na
yata ng mura nasabi ko nun sa utak ko. Nung una ayaw ko lumapit pero my gawd. HAHAHA. Suot niya yung green na stripes niyang paborito yata. Nung una hindi
niyang napapansin na nandun ako sa tapat niya tapos nung tinawag ko siya tumingin na rin siya. Kasama niya yung dalawa niyang matalik na kaibigan. Kwentuhan
at tawanan galore.
     Magkatext kami kahit nung paguwi ko.
     PASKO ay magkatext parin kami. Nung bispiras nun, sabay naming plinano na buksan yung regalo namin sa isa't isa. Tuwa naman siya sa binigay ko. Mas lalo
naman akong natuwa sa binigay ko.
     Disyembre 27 (nandun parin ako sa bahay ng pinsan ko) tinanong niya ako kung kailan uwi ko, sabi ko baka after new year pa. Tapos yun. Inisip niya na magkita
daw kami ulit. Papakainin niya daw ako ng exotic food sa isang resto dun sa bayan na narinig ko na rin. Biglang nadissapoint ako kasi nung gabi, nagkachat kami, sabi
niya na baka hindi daw kami matuloy kasi may kailangan siyang puntahan. Bigla ko pini-em si Xtine sa sobrang dissapointment ko. Tapos nag-blog ako sa dissapointment
ko. Tapos ginawa kong cross-post lahat ng blogs ko sa LJ papuntang Multiply. Biglang nag-pm ang nilalang sa akin, sabi nya, "nabasa ko yun pinost mo :D" eh may
post ako dun na todo tungkol lang sa kanya. AMP! sabi ko, nabasa niya. Nanginginig na ako. Ito na talaga yung moment of truth. Nagkaaminan na kami. Na pareho
lang pala kami ng iniisip at nararamdaman. Grabe yung itsura ko nun. Nababaliw na ewan, laki ng ngiti, todo kilig, namumula, nanlalamig sa tuwa. Hahaha. Tapos bigla
niyang sinabi sa akin na ica-cancel nya daw lakad niya. Tapos tuloy daw kami bukas. Tapos parang may sinabi pa siyang, "malay mo may mangyari bukas." Tapos
tinanong ko kung ano yun. Sabi niya, "ewan ko" hahaha. Magaling.
    Disyembre 28, Eh nag-iba ng venue kasi sabi ko na pupunta kami ng mga pinsan ko sa Mega, tapos dun narin daw. Hanggang the next day, ayun nga. Nagkita
kami sa Mega. Kumain sa Red Ribbon. Sinamahan niya ako bumili ng envelope sa Natio tapos nanuod kami ng Shake, Rattle and Roll 9 (na medyo nainsulto ako
sa isang bulletin niya lately na ang huling napanuod niya daw na sine ay Stardust. Hmpf. Nakalimutan niya yata na Shake, Rattle and Roll 9 ang huli niyang
napanuod, tapos kasama pa ako nun. Nakakadissapoint. Eh ang tagal na kaya a pinalabas yung Stardust. Anyway.)
     MOMENT OF TRUTH NANAMAN nung palakad na kami palabas, biglang pinakita niya sa akin yung telepono niya na, "Can u be my gf?" siyempre. HELLO.
GULAT NA GULAT ANG LOLA MO. Pero siyempre, nabigla talaga ako, ang bilis ng mga pangyayari. "ANG SIMBANG GABI NGA NAMAN PAGNAKUMPLETO",
sabi ko sa isip ko. Sabi ko sa kanya, "Hindi ko alam eh. Sorry. Hindi ko talaga alam." Tapos ayun, sabay na rin kami umuwi.
    Nagiimagine na ako ng kung anu-ano. Na kunwari kasama ko siya. Kunwari nasa damuhan kami nagkukulitan. (shit, tama na ang cheezy ko.)



ENERO 2008
     Maligayang Bagong Taon! Magkatext rin kami nito. Ito na rin yung panahon na may pagkakaintindi na kami. Dumaragdag na ung feelings. Lumalabas na yung love
factor. Naks. Ito rin yung time na dapat magkikita kami nung kaarawan ni Virge, eh hindi alam nung nilalang ang pagpunta ng Town galing MOA so hindi rin kami nagkita.
Nagusap nalang kami sa phone mula 8:30 hanggang alas tres ng madaling araw. Saya diba. Ito yata yung paguusap nung akala niya na ginawa ko siyang panakip
butas sa ex ko. Grabe. Hindi ako ganun. Nagkwento rin yata siya nung mga past niya. Naks. Itong buwan na ito ang unang misunderstanding namin. Whew. Nasa
Calatagan ako nito eh. Yung ah basta. Ito rin yung time na sinabi ko kay Sten na gusto kong date yung dadalhin ako sa parang may tubig na lugar, tapos kakain ako
ng mga street food. Alam mo yun. Simple pero perfect date para sa akin.

PEBRERO 2008
     (magandang background song ngayon, Your Guardian Angel. NICE NICE NICE. Hay pag-ibig.)
     Pagdating ng 12 am eh tumawag ako sa kanila tapos grineet ko siya ng maligayang kaarawan. [FYI: Feb 1 siya, ako Dec 1. Wala lang. Lol]
     (at may nabasa akong bulletin niya na gusto ko lang mag-comment. nakalimutan na niya daw yung unang nag-greet sa kanya nung kaarawan niya. Nasaktan ako dun.)
     Ito yung buwan na nagMOA ako, Sten, Rach, Ojna at By. Tapos ayun nagkita kami nung nilalang. Wala naman. Nakaupo kami sa foodcourt, nakatambay. As usual,
pinapa-tumbling ako. Nangtrip rin ng guard. (akala ko dadalhin niya ako sa favorite place ko. akala ko magkakatotoo yung gusto kong place na kasama ko siya.)
     Siya ang kauna-unahang lalake na kausap ko ng alam mong may understanding nung Valentine's Day.
     May super away rin yata kami nito. Nalaman rin pala ng nanay at ate ko na nagMOA kami. May nakakita na daw. So kwinento ko na kung sino na talaga siya.

MARSO 2008
     Mayroong time na nasa Center ako, ay activities tapos nagkausap kami sa phone. Ito rin yung time na nag-Bisita Iglesia kami tapos nagulat ako na nagtext siya.
Grabe na daw nararamdaman nya. Hahaha. Kung anu-ano na ang naiisip. Lol. May away rin yata kami. Pero mas maraming cheezy stuff, kung cheezy nga ba ang tawag
dun. Pinuntahan niya ako sa Tanay, dun sa farm namin, imagine. Tuwang tuwa nanay ko sa kanya. Hahaha. Pero parang may tampuhan kami nun. Nakaupo lang
kami dun sa damuhan, pero di nagpapansinan. Tapos tahimik hanggang sa hinatid ko siya sa labasan. (ang bango niya nun, SWEAR.) Tapos nung pagkaalis niya lang
ko na-realize na nagkatotoo imagination ko, yung sa damuhan. (pero hindi yung kulitan part)

ABRIL 2008
     Siyempre. Summer eh. Eh di uuwi ako sa lola ko ulit. Excited. Tapos nung araw na magkikita kami eh hindi natuloy kasi hapon na yata yun. So the next day na lang
kami nagkita. April 10 yun. Yun yung araw na sinagot ko siya. Yun rin yung araw na pinakilala ko siya sa lola ko. Hindi ako mapakali. Alam mo yung feeling na nabuhusan
ka ng kape? Ganun feeling ko. Sobrang hay grabe, namumula akong ewan. Ang init ng pakiramdam ko. Yung puso kong, literal na tumitibok. Na sobrang bilis. Parang
lumulunok ako ng mga buto. Hindi butterflies sa tiyan eh. Iba. Iba talaga. Nakapunta rin ako sa bahay niya. Pinakilala niya rin ako sa pamilya niya. Whew. Kinakabahan
talaga ako nun. Tapos sabi ng nanay niya na dalhin daw ako sa may Wawa. TANG INA. SHIT SHIT SHIT nanaman nasabi ko. Nagkatotoo yung dream date ko. Pinakain
niya ba naman ako ng ulo ng manok. HAHAHA. Tapos yun nga, medyo bay side yung place na yun. Binigyan ako ng tatay niya ng kasoy. Nagkita kami ulit nung
celebration ng 6th death anniv ng lolo ko at kaarawan ng nanay ko, magkasunod lang kasi yun. Sabi ng nanay ko na papuntahin siya. Ayun. Pinakilala ko na siya
sa buong angkan. Tuwa nanaman ang nanay ko. Ito pa yung nakakagulat. Binigyan niya ako ng seahorse na keychain (galing sa Ocean Park na niyaya niya ako pero
hindi ako pinayagan ng nanay ko unless may kasama ako) bakit ako nagulat sa seahorse?! Eh yun kaya yung paborito kong animal aside from dogs! Hahaha. Talagang
gulat ako. Nung araw bago ako umuwi, napakain niya ako ng balot. Matagal na niyang pangarap para sa akin yun. WOW talaga. Napakain niya ako. Hahaha.

MAYO 2008
     May time na nakipagbreak ako. Di ko na maalala what date yun. Tapos sabi niya sa akin di niya daw kayang iwan ko siya.
     Mayo 18, nakipabgreak siya. Pinaka hagulgol ko. Grabeng away namin. Ang gago ko kasi. Grabe pagmamakaawa ko sa lahat ng santo nung time na 'to.

HUNYO 2008
     Hunyo 2, nagkabalikan kami. Sabi ko magbabago na ako.
     Hunyo 15, ako naman ang nakipagbreak. Deadma lang ako. Iba naramdaman ko.
     Hunyo 20, nagkatext kami ulit. Nagkamustahan. Tinanong ko siya kung what if maging kami ulit.
     Hunyo 28, opening ng NCAA. Nagkita kami. Pinakilala ko siya sa blockmates ko. May ginawa siya na sobrang naasar ako. Hanggang paglabas ko ng Araneta,
takang-taka mga blockmates ko bakit ba daw ako namumula. Nainis ako hindi man lang siya nagtext after nung umalis ko. Kung anu-ano na ang pumasok sa isip ko.
Grabe. Hindi ko mapigil asar ko. Nagtext ako ng kinaumagahan. Sobrang sakit nung mga pinagtetext ko. Tang ina, sabi ko na nga ba sa sarili ko mangyayari ulit ito.
Dapat hindi ko na kasi ginawa. Sabi ko nga, gago ako. Gago.
     Hunyo 7,
     Sabi niya ayaw na niya talaga. Nananahimik ang ibang tao, sinasali ko pa raw. Eh gago nga kasi ako.
     Sabi ko sa kanya na mamahalin ko na lang siya at tatahimik na ako.
     Hindi na ako nagreply sa "okay bahala ka" na text niya. Sabi ko kasi mananahimik na ako diba.
     Tapos nagulat ako nung nagsend siya ng dalawang love quotes sa akin na malamang panaman sa ginawa kong kagaguhan.
     Hindi na ako nagreply. Ayoko nang guluhin buhay niya. I'm a mess in his life, period.

Pagkatapos niyan, hanggang ngayon, bigla na lang tumutlo luha ko.
Kahit ano gawin ko, kahit saan ako tumingin siya naaalala ko.
Ang bilis tumulo ng luha ko ngayon. Hindi naman ako ganito.
Hindi ako malungkot eh, masaya parin ako dahil nagmamahal ako. Masaya ako para sa kanya kasi masaya na siya at alam niyang "this is the best way".
Yun nga lang, kulang ang buhay ko.
[at puta, wala akong pakialam kung cheezy ako! Nagpapakatotoo lang ako! :))]

Bakit bigla na lang ako umiiyak?
Una, pag nagdadasal ako. Pag pinagdadasal ko siya, kami.
Pangalawa, nasasayangan ako sa mga nangyari sa amin. Sa lahat-lahat. Alam mo yun, pinakilala ko na siya sa pamilya ko. Malaking bagay yun.
Pangatlo, sa ginawa ko. Sa simpleng text ko na yun nawala na yung taong pinaka-pangarap kong makasama. Hindi ko parin napapatawad sarili ko sa ginawa ko.
Pang-apat, simple, gusto ko maging ulit pero imposible yun kasi ayaw na nga niya diba. Ang kulit ng lola mo.
Pang-lima, kapag nakikita ko yung perang iniipon ko, (oo, iniipon parin, nagbabakasakali lang. mahirap nang hindi umasa, baka maloka na ako. Hahaha) para
sa pelikulang dapat panunuorin namin. Dapat. Pero. Yun nga. Wala na eh.
Pang-anim, namimiss ko siya at hindi pa ako nakakapag-move on talaga.
Pang pito, hindi ko man lang siya nayakap at hindi mo man lang nahawakan kamay niya.
Pang walo, hindi man lang kami nakapag usap ng personal o kahit, sa telepono lang nung break up namin. Pawang text lang.
Pang siyam, kaysa pinasaya ko siya, lagi ko nalang siya inaway. Hindi ko parin napapatawad sarili ko.
At ang pang DIYES, SAMPU, 10, dahil mahal na mahal ko parin siya at mamahalin parin.

At sabi ko nga, maaring huli at pinakamahabang blog ko na ito. Paalam.


[nagsimula akong mag-type ngayong araw na ito ng 5:13 pm, natapos ko ito ng 8:23 pm ngayon araw na ito rin]


 


     

Can you name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people. Don't change the names you've written once you start answering the questions.

For questions having 2 people involved, either, neither or both are unacceptable. Be honest and don't cheat!

(random.)
1. Robs
2  Gel
3. Red
4. Sten
5. Rach
6. Mel R.
7. Miera
8. Joanna
9. Warrior
10. Jerome
11. Alexa
12. Kimmie
13. Ninong
14. Ninang
15. Mac
16. Mara
17. Virge
18. Aaron
19. Kyle
20. Tere
21. Rap



1) What would you do if 20 saw you taking a bath?
- I'd scream :))

2) What would you do if 7 confessed he/she was bi then suddenly kissed you?
- OMG! Rap oh! :))

3) What would you do if 8 and 15 tell you that they were getting married?
- Joanna and Mac? Nyerk. They don't even know each other :))

4) What would you do if you catch 9 stealing your underwears?
- WARRIOR =)) ampf!!!!

5) Who would you rather date? 11 or 18? Why?
- Alexa or Aaron? :)) wtf.

6) Who would you prefer to be the person to kill you, 3 or 21
- 3 :))

7) Why is 1's name a bad name? (you can't answer "it's not a bad name" or something like that)
- hahaha. IT'S NOT A BAD NAME!! (why?! I want to answer "it's not a bad name" hahaha)

8) What's wrong with 13's face? (you can't answer "nothing's wrong" or something like that)
- his mustache :))

9) Will you say yes if 17 asked you to go to a strip club with him/her? Why?
- YES! HAHAHAHA!

10) If 16 and 12 were both about to die and you can only save one, who would it be?
- errrrr X|

11) What is the sweetest thing 10 has ever done to you?
- he's always there when I need someone to talk to :)

12) What would you do if you woke up naked with 5?
- OMG! :)) rapist!

13) How would you react if 19 suddenly hugs you tight and whisper to your ear how much he/she misses you?
- Kyle? hahaha I'd kick his ass. kidding :)) I do miss his him. naks.

14) Why do you think 2 has never been in a relationship?
- he has. hello. with me. crazy! :))

15) What will your reaction be if 4 and 14 suddenly grabbed each other and danced "My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard, and their like it's better than yours, Damn right it's better than yours," in the middle of a serious talk?
- it's ok :)) hahahah! funny!!! :)))))))))))))

Something for him :D
"I wondered how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now---if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it---I would be able to look back on
those few short months that would always be the best of my life, and if it were possible that the pain would ever soften enough to allow me to do that, I was sure that I would
feel grateful for as much time as he'd given me. More than I'd ask for, more than I deserved. Maybe someday I'd be able to see it that way." - Bella, New Moon

Okay that's enough. I'm very much okay now :))


Monday: July 7, 2008 - Daddeh Robs' beerday <:-P
- midterm in Insocio
- result of other midterms; very very great scores! wohhooo! DL na 'to :))
- CURTAINS CLOSED :D
- a hassle day. I was so worried about the handouts in PE. It will be the responsibility of our group if we can't be able to give handouts.
- thanks to Xtian A. and DJ Pat! :))
- my phone's bat got empty!!! X( I was texting Daddeh Robs, Jerome, and Isko. Err.
- went straight to UM to charge my phone. Yep, 20 bucks :))
- then it rained
- when Daddeh Robs arrived, he was effin soaking! :)) he walked from SDA to UM for me. I kept on saying sorry. Awwww. Wet and wild! :))
- basta daw ako, kahit basang-basa na siya sa ulan. hahaha. He missed me daw. awwww >:D<
- then Jerome and Isko (with their other blockmates) arrived.
- Daddeh Robs wanted me to eat, his treat. Hahaha. I can't say no! :)) he'd get mad.
- Jerome and Isko: gay guy-stupid guy! LAUGHTRIP! =))
- I missed all of theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemmmm :(( >:D<
- Then Jerome kept on saying, "Ano, dota na. Bilis." :))
- Saw Rap, Carlo G. and Warrior.
          Rap: *using his phone* Echo, si Anje nandito sa KFC. Hello Echo. Si Anje nandito sa KFC may mga kasamang lalake.
          Warrior: *using his phone* Akalain mo yun Echo kausap mo kaming dalawa. Hello Echo.
          Me: *using my phone* hello Miera, hello *****. Nandito si Rap at si Warrior sa KFC may kasamang babae :))
- please. how many times should I tell you, HE'S NOT MY TYPE :)) [as in. YUCK. hahahaha]
- saw Jona outside KFC
          Jona: Gago plagerism daw ako
          Me: Eh, gago ka. Ganun lang yun. College na plagarise ka pa?! Okay ah! Gago ka! Hahaha!
- time to go. Daddeh Robs 'made me hatid' :)) to the SAKAYAN NG BUS [as in boos :))]
- saw Mel R., Big C, Carmie, Pat B., Aaron B., Albert, Mel Merenc, Jed G., Xtine N., and Claude G. >:D< YHEY :D
- went home with Claude :)

Tuesday: July 8, 2008
- midterms in PE
- tambay at La Salle Mcdo
- New Moon galore

Wednesday: July 9, 2008
- 1st half, my Joseriz total: 4.0 wooohhhooo!! [yabang? :))]
(yes, in Benilde, 4 is the highest. FYI :)) )
- watched Signos
- Starbucks day! :)) [but no cinnamon swirl :(]
- tambay at Deck
- tambay at Caf with Miera, Kimmie, Lexa, Joanna, Rap and Warrior.
- went to the comp lab with Joanna. Chibby and Prince present :))
- New Moon galore

Thursday: July 10, 2008
- Eika confined :( I miss your bitchiness :))
- we planned a class party. Whooooo!
- Comski lab time --
           someone who must not be named: Yes, because you were friends.
           Paula: WE STILL ARE.
       woohoo! gooooo Paula! =)) laughtrip!
           
- As I said, study hard, party harder! :))
- had a game in Histo. Kevin pikon?! Vanjoe first blood! :)) because we, girls won the game, we automatically have a perfect quiz! \:D/
- tamabay at La Salle Mcdo
- saw Lauren >:D< and Mr. JD = hottie :)) Robi Domingo like, right Lauren? :))

Friday: July 11, 2008
- Kimmie! first blood! hahaha! ilang strikes na? :))
- statement shirt day! hahaha! I wore my "Tired of meeting Mr. Wrong." :))
- quiz in Joseriz
- quiz cancelled in Natsci :))
- 98.75% in Insocio! woohooo! [yabang ulit :))] kailangan magyabang, baka hindi na maulit eh :))
- HATER HERRRRRRRRRRR! <insert prof name here> SO BAROKKKKK!!!!!! =)) panalo!!
- we planned to watch at Zen
- siyempre, ako nagyaya. hindi natuloy :))
- tambay at Mcdo with Miera, Kimmie, Joanna, Lexa, Warrior and Rap.
- met up with Virge and her blockmate. *kwento galore*
- UST: Urbandub :/ damnit!
- went to the office of Miera's parents
         Me: Aaah Miera, yan pala yung CCP :)) ay shit! dito pala yung HP! Eh anong SM yan?! :))
          [nakakahiya diba :))]
- Miera dropped me in Coastal. thanks muchhhooooossss!! :)
- arrived home around 8? hahaha

 
Saturday
- house chores
- ANIMO LA SALLE! \:D/ wohoooo!!
- text galore :))

Sunday - today
- house chores
- homework day :))
- text galore
- an excerpt from July 13, 2008 issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer by Jasmine W. Payo in: UAAP Vows Consistent Application of Rules
 
       "Green Archers had been 'unjustly penalized' with a technical foul over coach Franz Pumaren's failure to wear an official ID during the Ateneo-La Salle match.
As a result, the Archers gave up two free throws even before the opening tip of the game the Blue Eagles won, 78-73, last Sunday... La Salle felt targeted by the
technical foul because, as it noted, UST's Pido Jarencio also failed to wear his ID on opening day but WAS NOT SANCTIONED."

- arrghhh. WHO'S "MADAYA" NOW? :))
- but who cares, 1-1! hahaha!
- and I'm still curious why Chris Tiu is taking another course in Ateneo if he graduated already.
[you think for the 71st crown? hahaha!]
- If I have graduated, I'm not gonna take another course again. I'd be working. :)) tsk tsk.
- still in text galore mode. Bibstud CHEVER :))
- wasn't able to go to the OneLaSalle, OneRun. [mahal na ang pamasahe ngayon! hahaha]

Realizations:
- Fine. I'm guilty. Chris Tiu is hot. Brad Pitt too. :)) [they weren't my types before. hahaha]
- been going gaga over Ocean's Eleven, Twelve and Thirteen. WHEW! Hotness! :))
- I've been saving my money for this certain rendezvous/date/meeting/whatever for this month, but... Wala eh. Wala na. So sayang. I've been seeing the poster
of the movie nga e. :)) [hmmm where can I use that money?]
- I miss AVFI :(( especially the patients, Ninong, Ninang :(, Gel :(, Rap, Red :(, Mac, Ojna
- I miss Edista :(( Sten, Rach, Virge, Mel , Mara, Tin, Lala, and Dave.
- I miss Zobel. [insert names of all Batch 08 here. hahaha] Gen, Vincent, Jan etc...
- I miss Justice Friends :(( Carissa, Luig, Robs, Jerome, Isko, Ginets, Big C etc...
- I miss [insert your name here] Lol.

- I believe in the miracles of LOVE.

- back in texting galore and Sims :))
 

"I believe in love and the miracles in all of us." - Jennifer Love Hewitt

Goodluck to the De La Salle Green Archers tomorrow! =) ANIMO :))

[not to brag but] I got perfect in Joseriz midterm and I passed Comski midterm! Wohooo! Lol.
Woke up early. Was with Elise in the bus.[BS-BUM --  love that course! hahaha]
Went to La Salle Mcdo. Met up wih my Insocio groupmates.
crew: me, Tere, Aaron, Alexa, Warrior, Jen, Miera, Kimmie, Belle, Rap.
Saw Just, Mike A. and Kiel.
[with Tere and Aaron -- we really left Mcdo early]
Went to Tere's pad. Philam Park in Las Piñas. Interviewed people. SMALL WORLD =)) met people who know people we know. Cool huh.
Went to Starbucks after. Met Tere and Aaron's friend NAMED: hay hay hay. Of all names. ANYWAY, went home after.
Now, here, bummed.

And now the drama.

With that simple picture --- THAT'S WHERE IT ALL STARTED.
I KNEW IT, SINCE THEN.

Oh yes. Mr. A + Ms. D = total breakdown for me.
I've been crying for my mistakes.
I've been confused. I've been exhausted. I've been such a drama-queen. I've been inconsiderate. I've been jealous. I've been doubting.
It's not that I don't trust him.It's just that he can't stop mentioning *sighs*.  I guess, this is better than being possessive.
BUT STILL, I'm wrong.
Actually, I've been thinking things out. Thoughts have really been crossing my mind and I have to overcome it.
Overcome Ms. D before I come back.
Is it fear? I don't think so. It's insecurity.
With the questions, "Is he happier with her?", "Should I let him go?", "Am I brave enough to?"
And the feelings, "I think she makes him happy. I know I don't. I'm his mess. I'm his misery. I make things complicated. I mess everything up."
They're telling me to let go. I've been telling them I love him. I always will. I told him that. I'm keeping my promise.
They tell me, maybe if you think you're not making him happy and if you think he's happier with her, and if it's his
happiness that is more important to you, I guess, let it go Anje. LET. IT. GO.
I ask why, why let it go if we're really not together.
They kept silent then, asked me again why am I not giving up, why don't I get tired.
I tell them, no one gets tired of loving. I never do! I never will! I'm always in love. They just get tired of the relationship.
Then they ask me if I'm loving, why do I have insecurities? Why am I assuming things? Why am I fucking jealous?
They asked me if there's something to be jealous about. I told them, of course.
They asked me why. I told them, he never forgets her.
I tell them that I'm really not a jealous person, but once I really get jealous, it takes time. Hell time to get over it.
They asked me why do people get tired of relationships, or why do relationships end. I told them the main reasons:
1. no communication
2. changes; personal or general
3. not ready for a commitment. a serious one.
4. the person is in love with someone else
They told me to not think about it. I'm just wasting my time. He's not worth it.
I told them, everyone's worthy of someone. It's just that they have pride, anguish and insecurities.
And again, I thought that I should:
Overcome Ms. D before I come back.
Maybe I never will.
Maybe I'll wait.
Maybe I won't be coming back as the person I was.
Maybe a different one.

Just, maybe.

"Wow. Isn't this just weird. I'm gonna set the one I love free for the person he may have loved, could have loved or will love.",  I told myself.

"If he loves her, it's okay. I'll still be loving him.", I told them.

Don't worry. I'm used to this.

As Pablo Neruda wrote in his poem,
I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving.

And that's my way.

:D

"To be without some of the things you want is an indispensable part of happiness." - Russell

Happy 19th Beerday to my dearest cousin Kasoy! (oops, I think what I put in my greeting yesterday was 20th, my bad.)
And you know who you are: I'm falling even more in love with you, just like the first time. :D (stalker-ish) :)) AND I WILL NEVER STOP, EVEN IF YOU LET ME TO >:)

MIDTERMS on Wed, Thurs, Fri and Mon.
Yes, truly. I'm aiming for DL. Just have to clean up the mess I made in Natsci, but it'll be settled, hopefully :)
Arrived so early in school this morning.
I didn't notice that I was riding the same bus as Aaron was.
Damn corpo again. Good thing it didn't rain.
Didn't do much in Bibstud. Went to the bookstore to buy acetates for PE, CLOSED :|
Had this old school talk with Alexa, Joanna, Miera, Eika, Kimmie and Jake.
New lesson in JoseRiz, but it's not included in our midterm on Wed.  Just watched videos in Natsci.
Ate at the caf then went straight to Alva to print my Insocio homework and PE report.
YES, PLEASE BELIEVE ME. I GUESS THIS IS KARMA. BY NOT ATTENDING PE CLASSES DURING MY SENIOR YEAR,
I GET TO BE BUSY RESEARCHING FOR OUR PE REPORT.
[Ms Insocio] just continued discussing our topic last Friday.
Bought frappe at Deck. Went straight to 408. Hung out with Miera, Joanna and Eika. Ghost stories, bands, anger management and Iridecent.
[I really miss chilling out, talking about anything with my friends while drinking coffee] :)
Iridecent --- Watch their Cassie video at YouTube! (I haven't yet, but I know they performed superb. Go Eika!) :))
Makes me crave for a new guitar. I want it to be green. Solid, GREEN.
Fact/Opinion in Comksi. Had fun.
Got worried about Eika. She can't breathe. She really was cold. [Ms Comski] was so worried. Prince and the rest of the guys rushed her to the clinic.
Laughtrip when Jolo was hollering like the alarm of the ambulance =))
Laughtrip when Jolo and Jake was making fun of Vanjoe, Kimmie and Aaron's walk =))
Went home with Tere, Aaron, Jake, Jolo and Vanjoe.
Took my sister's ID pic via her cam :)) my room looked like a studio. Helped her edit it. Lol
Have to study, SOON :))
And read New Moon. Damnit.
And still looking for someone WHO'S WILLING TO WATCH THE GAME WITH ME ON SUNDAY :) please :) [If you're on the Ateneo side, don't bother.] :P
*not sure yet, still negotiating with Mother*
Can't wait for my new laptop. :>
*has been negotiated with my Dad* [my Dad's such a techie.]
I'll upload the NCAA pics by tomorrow. Or whenever, if I'm not busy anymore.

HEY, THIS ONE'S MY FAVORITE:

"I'M, CHUCK BASS."

Hell yeah!

=))))))))))))))))))))))))

[I've been saying that line when I feel lonely (or I imagine the scenes when it was said)] :))

If you want to know where your HEART is, look where your mind goes when it wanders. – Eika’s Gm :))

 

Greetings to: Kasoy’s 19^th beerday tomorrow! Advance!

                        The win of Beda, Letran and of course, Benilde. (Nanalo nga ang Benilde, maniwala kayo! Hahaha!) CONGRATULATIONS!

 

 

• Went to Araneta, watched the opening of the NCAA yesterday with Alexa, Miera, Joanna, Criselle, Rachelle, Joanna, Jolo, Jake, Vanjoe, Rap, Bok, Warrior, Prince, Jeffrey and Echo.
• Me and Alexa were supposed to be seated in Patron [thanks to Alexa], but instead we chose to seat with them in Upper A. The more, the merrier, the naughtier.
• Saw Sheng and Potz
• We were all cheering for Beda.
• And yes, we didn’t watch the Benilde game because of the time.
• ANO NANGYARI?! ISKOLAR! *with matching hand and leg gestures* OH HA O HA! AWESOME! SHOT MO PA ‘TO PARE, KULANG PA YATA SHI-NOT MO EH. JOKE BA YUN? GUSTO MO BA BUMENTA JOKE MO? ITO OH, BIGYAN KITANG PISO, MAGHANAP KA NG KAUSAP AT IPAGKALAT MO. Ó 2008 Rap Pasia =))
• Nice Bokchelle and Mierap! Magkakatabi! Wahoo! Next level na ba? *kiligers*
• Really had fun with them.
• Met up with Ayie. Hell I missed him. Meeting him like the first time I met him. I was shaking again, hahaha! I was waiting for my tears to run down though :)) Sten told me I should’ve taken him home with me. [I told her, next time, I’ll do that. >:)]
• I only ate fries. I was full ‘cause of the “regular” iced tea of Wendy’s. I just gave it to Rap. Can’t finish it. I gave the burger I ordered to my sister.
• It was traffic at Las Piñas last night, when I was on my way home. I love traffic! Hahaha. Why? It was raining hard last night, forgot to bring my umbrella... So, if it’s traffic, longer time for the rain to stop :>
• Diaz knocked out, 9^th round. >:) ANIMO PACQUIAO, ANIMO PINAS :>
• OMG! SAW RODJUN AT ASAP! *laglag lahat* hahahaha!
• And I’m watching the Blue and Green war on Sunday. Hmp >:) it’s essential for me to watch their first and last game, but I ain’t watching the opening. I’m gonna spend too much again. And I guess, I owe someone a date, lol. I have to save pesoses.
• So in loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove :”> :x [well, I’m always am. Hahaha. Yes, no matter what heartbreak.]
• Thanks to what Eika “gmed” me, I know now where my heart is ;) [for two weeks, I’ve been thinking where my heart is kasi.]
• Missing AVFI, Pasawayt, Edista, Justice Friends, Zobel, Zobel Batch 08, my busmates =(
• Have to do that effin PE report and Insocio homework. Then adikan with Sims. I’m outie.
• Expecting more typhoons. Expecting more no classes [but it’s kinda impossible]
• Pray for those who were victims of it. Victims of the no classes! Kidding! Hahaha! Of course, the typhoon. BETTER YET, HELP THEM! =)
• Can’t wait for my new laptop. \:D/

Wala bored ako ngayon. Yung araw kahapon nakakasar. Amp na Ordev yan. Uminit talaga dugo ko. Alam kong hot talaga ako, pero hindi eh. Ibang init talaga.

Nung isang araw, muntikan na akong mabangga. Naka sakay ako sa tricycle tapos may Altis na malapit na malapit na talaga. As in. Yun lang. Muntik rin ako masagi ng motorsiklo.

Pagod ako. Late ako umuwi. Ginawa namin yung Natsci. Pero masaya kasi naggaguhan nalang kami. Hahaha.

May nakatabi ako sa bus na sobra kung humilik. Medyo nakasandal na nga sa akin. Matanda. Mataba. Nag-dalawang isip pa nga ako kung dun ako uupo sa tabi niya. Kaysa naman wala akong mauupan.

Muntik pa ako masagasaan ng bus na sinakyan ko. Hindi ko kasalanan. Nakatigil na lahat ng sasakyan sa tabi niya, tapos nung patawid na ako, dun niya lang binilisan.

 

OKAY! Opening na ng NCAA bukas. Amp. [Mas gusto manuod ng UAAP. Feeling ko boring ng NC e. No-offense. Hahaha.] Manunuod ako. Naks. Pinayagan na rin ako ng nanay ko. Sinabi kong Ordev at PE accredited eh (totoo naman eh) kaya ayun. Salamat kay Alexa. Nakakainis. Gusto ko katabi sila Miera, Criselle, Rachelle at Joanna. Amp. Upper Box A sila eh.

Magkikita nanaman kaming lahat sa La Salle Mcdo tapos sasabay ako kay Vanjoe at Prince pauwi para may bodyguards ako. O, diba? ;)

Hay salamat at sana magkita na kami ni Cez bukas. Arriba Letran sa kanya :)) kailangan talaga namin magkita bukas!! Excited na ako =) wheeee

Pasensya, first timer eh.

Hay nako, sinasabi ko nga sa inyo. Suplada ako sa crush ko. (pero nag-usap kami kanina. lol, and guess what we talked about! hahaha!) Kung suplada ako sa crush ko, what more sa HINDI KO GUSTO diba. Ayoko talaga. Hindi ako interesado. At di ko talaga siya type. Grrrrr. Yun lang.

Mansanas na pantaloon, ang sapatos may buhok, lahat sila nakatingin na sa iyo. Ay nadapa! Bigla bigla nagspaghetti pababa ba ba ba. Pawis na at kupas, ang sapatos may sintas, paikot ikot pwet pinalong malakas. Ay nadapa! Bigla nagspaghetti pababa ba ba ba.

 

 

 

Greetings to: Whoever is celebrating his or her birthday today.

 

Please pray for those who were victims of the typhoon.

 

Si Frank talaga. Tsk tsk. (whooo. Gusting-gusto naman na walang pasok hahaha!)

 

Ang galing galing mag-suspend! <:-P

 

©       Maraming nagtatanong kung ano ba raw ang nangyari sa akin nung weekend. At habang bumabagyo. At bakit daw ako naloloka.

©       Siyempre MIERAP at BOKCHELLE fever. Ang walang tigil na mga punyetang GM nila. HAYUUUUUUUUUP. Napupuyat ako palagi! NICE BOK! NICE RAP! NICE MIERA! NICE RACHELLE!

©       NICE ANJE =))

©       Ganito lang yun eh: Nag-overflow yung putang inang puso ko :)) parang nataranta. Hindi alam kung bakit ganun. Pag nagtext yung isa, magtetext yung dalawa. Pag hindi naman nagtext yung isa, hindi rin magtetext yung dalawa.

©       Sinusubukan ba talaga ako kung sino? :))

©       Halata naman kung sino. Hindi na tinatanong.

©       Pero nakakalito parin. Amppppppp. Anak ng bakang baogggg!

©       Nalilito lang ako kung bakit nangyayari ito. At sa panahon na gaya nito.

©       Malamig. Umuulan. *sensored na yung iba* Bwahahaha! >:)

©       Sus. Wala yang pagsubok na yan. Matibay ako! Bwahaha >:)

 

HISTORY PROJECT.

Taft, Aguinaldo Shrine, Imus Quartel something, La Salle Dasma, SM Bacoor

Crew: me, Alexa, Jen, Miera, Joanna, Rachelle, Criselle, Bok, Rap, DJ Pat, kuya Peter and kuya Toto.

 

• I arrived at La Salle Mcdo around 6:15 am this morning. Well, I lied to the conductor. I told him, “La Salle.” So that I’ll get a discount for being a student. Wink wink.
• Bummed because I was the first one to arrive. I was freaking out, I thought they forgot to text me the new meeting place. Hahaha! Then I checked if Starbucks was open, then I went in front of 7 Eleven. Then went in front of this old woman selling candies and cigarettes. I was standing in front of her. She was like, “Umalis ka nga dyan sa harap ko! Harang harang ka! Alis!” CRAZY WOMAN. I just really have to understand her. Err. Then the pedicab driver told me that I shouldn’t stand in front of her stall. Damn. So, I kinda chatted with the pedicab driver. (Yeah, I have a reason. I was freaking out, I thought they left me already. Then I saw Joanna. Good. She cut her hair =))
• Then Alexa’s driver arrived. The others followed. Ate at Jolibee.
• THE NEVER ENDING MIERAP AND BOKCHELLE FEVER! *kilig*
• DJ Pat phenomenon. Met him at SM Bacoor. Ate at Greenwich. Some bought food from Mcdo and Jolibee :))
• Basaan Day. San Juan Fiesta. They also celebrate it in Cavite pala.
• Todo picture, video and interview with Manong Antolin Boulevar. Hats off to him. Her retired last year, but instead for the love of Aguinaldo, and for the sake of some tourists, he volunteered.  “Wala rin naman kasi akong ginagawa eh”, he said.
• KENKOY DIN EH HAHAHA
• Well, Filipinos before were really immodest with their furniture. Sir Austria was so right at everything he told us. From the structure of the house, to the parts of the house (pertaining to the sala, rooms, dining areas, kitchen and the garden)
• Indios were really discriminated.
• I’M STILL IN THE STATE OF SHOCK BECAUSE I DIDN’T KNOW THAT AGUINALDO DIED DURING 1964. I THOUGH HE DIED LIKE 1910 :))
• Well SORRY. The last time I went there, I was in the third grade. :P
• Went to the Quartel thing in the Police Headquarters in Imus. Too bad it was closed.
• Went to La Salle Dasma. I texted Sten. Grr. She didn’t reply. Well, maybe she had class.
• We kept on laughing at the students. Yes, guilty. Even though we’re Lasallians, we still get to laugh at them. Hahaha. Peace.
• Hello, we were riding the Arellano University Toyota commuter. They thought that we study in Arellano :))
• OMG! KRISTEN! HOPE YOU READ THIS! THE GUARD IN GATE 2 OF LA SALLE DASMA, HE BECAME A GUARD RIN IN ZOBEL DIBA?! LAUGHTRIPPPP. NAMUKHAAN KO PA SIYA =))
• Kuya Ron guided us. Yeah, there’s a fee for the Museo.
• The difference of the Museo in Dasma and the Aguinaldo shrine was that, in the Museo, everything was detailed, (even though it’s just a house built for gallery: BAHAY NA BATO – what they call it) everything that you’d find in a 19^th century home-style was all there. From books, figurines, lamps, utensils.
• The cute thing there was that before, the elders were separated from the kids. Each had their own dining table.
• There was this cool sorta table or desk where the plates, cups and utensils were arranged and that’s where the muchacha would use it as a guide. Cool huh.
• Very very flaunting.
• Everything’s very flaunting.
• Todo picuture and video again.
• Went to SM Bacoor. Window shopping. Ate at Goldilock’s
• DUH, went home.
• OMG. GG na. Byebye. Gotta watch :))

Paano pag sinabi sa iyo ng crush mo:

“Alam mo tumataba ka, bumibilog, at unti-unti ka nagiging… MUNDO KO.”

Magpapapayat ka pa ba? =))

 

Greetings to: Christian Rellis’ 17^th beerday! -> my blockmate

                        Advance to Yaya tomorrow!

                        To ate Dianne and kuya Mark on the 26^th! =)

                         Belated to Jam M. =)

 

• I was supposed to use Sun, but I’ve changed my mind. If I use Sun, I have to spend to buy a sim card. If I use Smart, I’ve contacts who are mostly Smart too, but no call, and I don’t have to buy a new sim because I’m going to use my Mom’s old Smart sim.
• And yes, I am now using Smart, but don’t worry, I’m still using my Globe. In short, I have two phones.
• Am I a phony? HAHAHA. WHAT A JOKE.
• And please PM me if you’re a Smart user, not if you’re SMART. Ngek. Thanks :) textmates na ‘to :))
• Woke up so early. Got bugged with the dream I had. Freaky. He asked me back, but that’s impossible in real life ‘cause I know he’s happy, SO HAPPY without me. So there. Yikes. Omg. Shit. I can’t explain what I’m feeling. And it’s fucking not nice. Omg omg omg omg. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. (yes, I’m getting freaked out.) RACH KASI!
• And the battery of my Smart phone is fucked up. Nice. I need a portable charger :))
• Went straight to La Salle Mcdo to meet up with some blockmates.
• Cheeseburger meal
• I was shocked that Rosemae noticed me, I mean, with my short hair, not short height :|
• Oh yeah, she’s block mates with Leanne and Kristine Z. Cool. Saw Miggy M. too
• Didn’t do much in Comski Lab. Just trio work and kenkoy mode.
• Ugggh. Bitchy prof in <insert subject here> ARGH.
• Ugggh. Bitchy group <insert group name here> RIGHT MIERA?! Papalista, di naman pala tatawag. Haymph.
• Photocopied chapters 5 and 6 in Histo.
• Went home with Jake.
• Went to the Center to find my charger THAT RAP CARELESSLY FORGOT TO GIVE ME BACK.
• Wasn’t able to see Gel. Amp. I’ve kwento pa naman. I’m sure he’ll laugh about it. We’ve been through that though hahaha! Laughtrip talaga :))
• Studied for Insocio, not Natsci. Bleh.
• Free look at our own periodic table naman eh. Wohoo!
• Texted with Mac, Rach and Ange. Missed them =(
• I don’t know what’s wrong in the minds of some people. They throw their babies just like that. If they can’t afford to take care of the baby, better yet give them to someone who can take the responsibility. Not throw them. My gawwwwdd.
• Regarding Ces/Cez Drilon, mabuhay ka! Media people are real heroes.
• Thankful for a lot of things. Love, blessings, trials, my families (yes a lot of them hahaha. I’ve two whom I consider such. Hahaha), my true friends, my close friends, my block mates, and my friends who make my life right now so satisfying. =)
• Benta parin sa akin yung, “Review, review, review, review, review…” ni Warrior (na look-alike daw ni Chris Brown. Bwahaha!). (sing it in the tune of With You by Chris Brown)
• Non-stop chibog. Swear.
• Can’t wait to start my work rather, sideline ;)
• Cavite Trip on Tuesday with my block mates.
• School on Saturday because of the lack of three meetings of Insocio. Grr, but hopefully go somewhere after. Yipeeeeee =)
• Ay tangna, nang dahil kay Rikka, naalala ko ang homework sa Ordev. AMPPPPPPPP!

 

SURVEY ULIT.

 

Got this from Justine

 

what does the oldest message in your inbox say?
- Globe: San illgy ung sa j0seriz? / Smart: Sus..hehe ano bago xeo?

what was the last song you sang out loud?
- Crave – Marc Dorsey

do you have any nicknames?
- Duh. :))

who was the last person to text message you?
- Ange

what time did you go to bed last night?
- 10 something

when was the last time you cried?
-out of happiness :D last Sunday

do you suck at life?
- I don’t think so ahaha

who did you talk on the phone with last night?
- no one

is anything bugging you right now?
- YEP

what were you doing before you took this survey?
- chatting with Rikka

do you wear toe socks?
- nope

who is the last person who you missed a call from?
- Mel

have you ever had your heart broken?
- of course

what annoys you most in a person?
- insensitive people

what are you listening to?
- Lately – forgot who sang =))

where are you right now?
- House

what is the color of your shirt?
- stripes of red and yellow

would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- nope

who was the last person to hug you?
- Ninong

what are you going to do after this?
- chat

do you drink every weekend?
- yeah hahaha

have you ever thiough someone dies, when they really didnt?
- What a grammar HAHAHA

who is the last person you saw in person other than family?
- blockmates

what's the last thing you ate?
- Kalabasang gata. Hahaha

last time you smiled?
- minutes ago

ever had a drunken night in mexico?
- nope

have you changed this year?
- yep

who's the funniest person you know?
- many too mention

are you talking to anyone while doing this?
- yep

is there a quote you live by?
- “Love life.”  =)

anything you're excited for this week?
- hmmm idk hahaha

what's your current favorite song?
-  Confessions Part 2 - Ushers

do you wish you could change things between someone?
- hmmm I’m not sure

 
where did you last purchase something?
- forgot hahaha 

do you miss someone?
- yep

1. What's so good about the person you like? 
- steady. hahaha

2. So where's your dad?
- States

3. Do you drive yet? 
- not yet hahaha

4. How do you feel about racism?
- GRR

5. Who's the sexiest person alive?
- me hahaha 

6. Who was the last person you talked to on MSN or YM?
- Rikka

7. Name a song that reminds you of old memories?
- Halaga - PNE – AGREE hahahaha

8. Do you like the color gray?
- nope

9. Is there someone you really can't stop thinking about?
- yeah

10. Look outside, how's the weather outside?
- fair

11. Are you jealous of anyone right now?
- nope.

12. Did you ever think someone didn't like you, but came find out they really did once it was to late?
- yep

13. Last time you didn't tell the truth? 
- uhm the other day? hahaha

14. Name something great that happened today.
- I ate a lot! Hahaha!

16. When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
- the rain :P

18. Where would you like to be?

- Zobel :((  - AGREEEEEEEEEEE!

19. What is the worst thing your parents could do to you? 
- never welcome me home again

20. Have you been happy recently?
- yepyep

21. Do you like receiving balloons on your birthday?
- yep

22. Math, English, Science, or Social Studies?
- Everything except Math HAHAHA

23. What are you currently listening to and by who?
- Empty Aparment - Yellowcard

24. Do you have Limewire?
- none

25. Is lying ever acceptable?
- sometimes hahaha

26. What was the last movie you watched?
- The Da Vinci Code

27. Name someone who has turned your life around at some point of time.
- Ninong

28. How's your heart lately?
- FINE :)

29. The person you dislike gets killed by a train, how do you react? 
- Of course I’d be sad. 

 

30. Who is always on your mind no matter what

- Them. Hahaha.

31. Was it a good day today?

- it was okay :)

32. Name a class that you really dislike?
- PE hahaha!

33. Who's number one on your top friends?
- Here in multiply? Xtine

34. Do you collect anything?
- shoes hahaha

35. Who's the biggest gossiper you know?
- HAHAHA!

36. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
- never happened.

37. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
- yep

38. What does your last text message say?
-  Globe: San illgy ung sa j0seriz? / Smart: Sus..hehe ano bago xeo?

39. Do you like hot sauce?
- yepyep!

40. Last time you took a shower?
- this morning

41. Do you need to do laundry?
- yep

42. What is your heritage?
- Filipino

43. Are you someone's best friend?

- yep

44. Are you rich?

- nope hahaha

45. What were you doing at 12AM last night? 
- sleeping 

x - yes
[blank]- no
/ - partly

Information:
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[/] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[/] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life"
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[X] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment:
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health:
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples. [Never - but that was my mistake ^^']
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling:
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. [i want to go to japan... T^T]
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe. [i wanna go to europe!!!]
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences:
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[X] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[xxxxxxxxxx] I've sat on a roof top at night.  =))
[ ] I've played chicken.
[X]I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships:
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper. [hell yeah. but i was able to let him take it back :P]
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [:(]
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality:
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[xxxxxxx] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime:
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol:
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ]I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[/] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide:
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[x] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism:
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x]I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random:
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[X] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[X] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[X] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ]I am really ticklish.
[/] I love white chocolate
[/] I bite my nails.
[X] I play video games.
[/] I'm good at remembering faces.
[/] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. 

Got this from Nando.

I thought I'd never be able to answer this :))


1. GOD
2. AVFI
3. family - relatives - distant relatives
4. Edista
5. MF1J
6. Zobel Batch 08
7. my puppies
8. my phone
9. Justice Friends
10. food =P~ - AGREE
11. the moon
12. songs - yeah in General
13. Justin Timberlake
14. inuman sessions
15. playing the guitar
16. writing
17. blogging
18. being in love
19. *a**** *u* - this is a verb ;) =))
20. playing tong its
21. playing pusoy
22. Snickers
23. Coffee Crumble
24. cake - not the chocolate ones
25. milk
26. the smell of alcohol - the isopropyl
27. jamming
28. ghost hunting
29. dancing
30. partying
31. GREEN  - everything, from things to jokes :))
32. the La Salle spirit
33. Urbandub
34. Robi Domingo
35. my lip balm :))
36. sunsets
37. jogging
38. movie galores
39. texting
40. One Tree Hill
41. Prison Break
42. hotties. =))
43. guys with braces. lol
44. gigs
45. cheeburger meal in Mcdo
46. ICE CREAM!!! - AGREE :D
47. stolen kisses
48. hugs
49. wow cheeseburger meal in KFC
50. yahoo messenger - agree :))
51. leggings
52. Ferragamo
53. basketball
54. treats
55. Tekken
56. GTA
57. having a new haircut
58. meeting common friends
59. Baby Looney Tunes
60. watching Oprah
61. learning new things
62. meeting new people
63. change - better ones.
64. rural areas
65. being able to talk with some of the people who i was involved with in the past =))
66. San Antonio Spurs
67. travelling
68. Buttercup (Powerpuff Girls)
69. Josh Duhamel
70. Wentworth Miller
71. David Gallagher
72. Jesse McCartney
73. Take A Bow - Rihanna =))
74. singing I'd Rather Be Green Than Be Blue by Ogie Alcasid
75. Happy Slip
76. Justice League
77. conyo people
78. the conyo language
79. gay fellas
80. Heroes
81. Gossip Girl - reading, and watching
82. Paotsin! \m/
83. senti songs
84. memoirs
85. photos
86. Grey's Anatomy
87. seahorses :)
88. destiny
89. satisfaction
90. swooning
91. Aubrey Miles :))
92. taking pictures - AGREE
93. Chemistry
94. playing badminton
95. jump rope!!
96. playing jackstone
97. handicrafts
98. CARABOAS!!!!! :D :D :D
99. family get togethers especially if it goes on til the break of dawn =)) - AGREE!
100. Jose Cuervo
101. Vodka Cruiser
102. the smell of gas
103. the smell of pentel pen
104. the smell of fresh money
105. laughing at other people - agree!
106. freaky areas
107. one night stand stories :))
108. cereal
109. "SINO NANAY MO?!"
110. Brewrats! - Tado, Ramon Bautista and DJ Angel
111. MARTHEENA :"> (hahaha. yep, until now. whenever i see that bear, it makes me happy)
112. Oh, Palaka too :)
113. my birthdaaaaaaay!!!! - AGREE!
114. Christmas
115. New Year
116. dolphins
117. Fridays
118. Saturdays
119. shorts
120. flips
121. thong slippers
122. rapping :))
123. making fun of stupid things - AGREE
124. Nelly
125. Nelly Furtado
126. Timezone - AGREE
127. watching the clouds
128. Hannah Montana
129. Ashlee Simpson
130. JOSEPH YEO
131. Chris Tiu (YES, finally)
132. Go Girl - Pitbull, Young Boss and Trina
133. true friends
134. Ateneo losing :))
135. swimming
136. reading
137. confessions :))
138. banana caaaaaaaaaaaake - AGREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
139. eye to eye contact ;)
140. a certain someone :D - AGREE
141. the banning of yucckkky tablets
142. Serendipity
143. LOVE =)

“WALANG TAWIRAN, NAKAMAMATAY.” – MMDA

 

Greetings to: Ninong! Maligayang Bati muli kahit magkasama tayo ng 11 na oras bago ng beerday mo at pagdating ny beerday mo! Mahal na mahal kita!

                      

Happy 10^th anniv sa AVFI! Ang tunay kong pamilya, ang tunay kong pag-ibig, ang mga pinaka-totoong tao na nakilala ko sa buong buhay ko.

                      

Happy Monthsarry kay Crissie at Kiel =))

 

Nang dahil natuwa ako kung paanong mag-blog si Dianne, gagayahin ko nalang siya. Mas sinisipag kasi ako at mas natutuwa ako.

 

AVFI’s 10^th anniv, and celebration of kuya Ruben and Ninong’s beerday.

(ang mga litrato at bidyo ay i-uupload ko pag may oras ako. Pre-paid kasi e. hahaha)

 

• Sinuot ko yung regalo sa akin ni Carissa na at-shirt na nakasulat: I’M TIRED OF MEETING MR. WRONG. Yehba hahahaha. (Natuwa rin sa Ninong sa shirt e)
• Syempre maraming nagulat nung dumating ako. Sabi ko kasi kay Gel hindi ako makakapunta. Hahaha
• Pagdating ko, may mga ungas na nagbabasketball. Sila Johndu, Buko Pie tapos meron mga bago.
• Andaming nagsabi ang ganda ko daw. Hahaha. Di sa pagyayabang pero hindi ko alam kung bakit. Ang ganda ko daw kahapon. Bwahaha
• Tapos nakita ko si Eric. Tang ina, may auto pala yun.
• Umaapaw ng mga boylets kagabi e hahaha
• Hinanap ko kaagad si Ninong, pero bago ko siya nakita, niyakap ko lahat ng dinaanan ko.
• Sabi ba naman sa akin ni Ninang, nasa third floor daw yung handa. Nagulat ako. Bakit nandun. Mas maiinitindihan ko pa kung sa roofdeck eh.
• At nakita ko na si Ninong, niyakap ko ng mahigpit. Sabi ko, “Seryosohan ba itong buffet na ito? Lufet talaga.” Hahaha
• Pagbaba ko hinanap ko si Red, Gel, Mac at Rap. Ba naman kasi, sabi sakin ni Gel andun na daw si Rap, wala pa naman pala. Pinilit ko si Rap. Tinadtad ko ng text. 7 pa raw dadating. Amp.
• Ayun, habang nagaantay sa susunod na healing session, pinanuod naming yung mga litrato ng mga past acitivites. Nakakatuwa. Mga neneng at mga totoy pa kami.
• Nag mass healing na.
• Dumating na si Red. Ang bakla, nakabihis. Mukhang tao. Hahaha
• Pagkatapos nun eh happy times na. Celebration na. Kumain na kami. Kasama naming yung mga Straight Boys kumain habang nagkakantahan. Tapos bumaba ulit, todo kantahan ulit. Ang galing nila kahit ang tatanda na nila. Bwahaha.
• Nung nakita ko si kuya Jay at kuya Mark, niyaya ako maglakad. Yun pala, yosi break at magpapakwento lang sa mga chicas ng Benilde. Pero di ako nagyosi.
• Nung bumalik naman ako, si Rap naman ang nagyaya na mag-ikot. Tapos ayun, pinatext nya sa akin si Gel na umuwi na daw (nagDotA kasi, as usual) kasi yun nga. May problema ang mokong. Bawal sabihin dito, baka gulpihin ako. Pero, yun nga, walang makakagalaw sa akin kasi bantay ako ni Rap at Gel.
• Nung natapos nang magkantahan, nilabas na yung mga nomo. Whoo. Inuman ba kaagad. Hahaha. Nag-toast kaming lahat.
• Tapos akala ng mga katext ko lasing na ako. Pwe. Hindi ako nalalasing. Nababasag lang ako.
• Syempre, todo kodakan nanaman. Dinala ko camera ko eh. Kawawa kasi, hindi na nagagamit hahaha
• Pagkatapos nun may konting games. Magkasama Blue at White laban sa Green, Red at Yellow.
• Hay wala si Ojna
• Nag-games habang nag set-up sina Dave, Gel, kuya Jay at Mac. Nagulat nga ako tutugtog pala sila. Sumakit ulo ko sa games. Hirap mag-isip ng adjective para kay Ninong. Hahaha. Puro kahayupan na lang binigay eh. Hahaha. Hindi ko alam sino nanalo. Hahaha
• Dumating sila Atty, ate Sheba and the rest of their family.
• Tang ina, ang sabog ni kuya Mark at ni kuya Jay. Hahaha. Sayang, mukhang matagal ko pa ma-uupload ang mga bidyo. Wahaha. BIDYO talaga eh. Swear, benta talaga sa akin. Yung tipong sa sobrang pagkasabog nila, tinatanpunan na sila ng mga upuan at bola. Wahaha. Benta. Solid.
• Di ako kumanta eh. Hahaha. Taga bidyo kasi. Si Penny na lang nag-vocals.
• Ang galing ni CJ kumanta putek. Parang hindi 13 years old eh. May hiya pa yung pagkanta niya nun ah. Partida. Magaling na bata.
• Tapos ayun as usual, si Dave nag-drums, si Gel nag-bass at kuya Mark kunwari nag-bass hahaha, lead si Mac, nag-lead din si kuya Jay at vocalist din.
• Nung matapos na, malapit nang mag twelve yun. Nagulat ako na biglang nagsilabasan yung mga Straight Boys at iba pang volunteers, grabe. Akala ko umuwi na yung mga matatandang yun, hahaha.
• May mga hawak silang kandila. Shet. Surprise pala ito kay Ninong.
• Nagulat ako. Akala ko padasal WAHAHA
• Kumuha na rin kami ng mga kandila.
• Ang kulit nung pagkakanta at pagsayaw namin ng happy beerday. Sayang di ko na-bidyo.
• Nagyakapan at nagbatian ng Happy Father’s Day.
• Nagpaalam na ako kay Ayie. As in paalam na talaga. May mga rason ako bakit ko ginawa yun. At alam ko hindi niya masyado maiintindihan pero hindi ko na siya mapipilit na intindihin niya e. Wala ring difference eh. Pero hindi ako galit sa kanya. Hindi masama loob ko. Wala na lang talaga sigurong nangyayari. At kasalanan ko? Parte ako. Tska malaking bagay rin naman siya sa buhay ko, kahit mahirap syang pakawalan, kakayanin ko. Natulungan niya ako sa maraming bagay, lalung-lalo na sa sarili ko. Hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan yun. Konti, actually sobrang bilang na bilang ang mga tao sa buhay ko na napapabago ako. Kaya ayun. Isa siya sa mga yun. Malaki talaga pasasalamat ko sa kanya, at pagmamahal na din.
• :D
• Celebrasyon buong gabi. Hanggang madaling araw. Yung iba umuwi, yung iba nag-41.
• Nabadtrip ako kay Rap. Umuwi. Yakap yakap pa sya. Lambing lambing pa. Amp. Hahaha.
• Ako, Red, Mac, Gel at Kurara tambay sa roofdeck. Dun na din kami natulog.
• Malamig at malamok. Leche.
• Wala akong kumot. Sila meron.
• Bumaba akong third floor, naghanap ng mahihigaan pero wala talaga. Pucha yan. Alanga mo naman higaan ko yung buffet table, takte, mukha naman akong eembalsamahin nun.
• Bumalik ako sa taas
• Gumising kami ng 6 tapos kumain
• Tapos sabay-sabay na kaming umuwi.
• Kairita. Ang init. Nagantay ako ng jeep, inunahan ba naman ako.
• Inantay ako nila Red na makaalis. Pero naawa sila, baka daw mangitim ako (magaya sa kanila ni Kurara), binigyan na lang ako ng bente para mag-trik. Hahaha. Pulubi much.
• Nakita ko si Jana
• Nakauwi na ako ng mga 8 nitong umaga lang.
• Tapos chineck at nag-email ako sa tatay ko
• Tapos ginawa ko yung takteng Histo na reaction paper.
• Nyeta talaga. Pag Histo yung homework, inaabot ako ng oras sa paggawa.
• Ang baba ko sa Chem. Buyset. Paano pa ako makaka-DL yan.
• Mas badtrip yun kasi lahat cuatro, tapos pag dating sa Chem dos ako. Panira yun.
• Babawi ako
• Sa mga hindi nakakaalam: cuatro ang pinakamataas sa Benilde. Uno ang pinakamababa.
• Itlog ang binibigay para sa mga tamad.

 
Got this from James S.

Type the name of the first person that comes on your mind..

1. loves playing the guitar
- Ginets

2. has great looking hair
- Kimmie

3. has a great smile
- Migs :))

4. has a deep voice
- Kevin

5. has a cute laugh
- Gel

6. has a wild laugh
- ate Linda

7. looks cute with makeup on
- me =))

8. is funny
- Rap Pasia

9. is good in drawing
- Daddeh Robs!

10. is tall
- Karla!

11. has C.A.T. hair
-  Warrior :))

12. has good penmanship
- Arianne (yeah, will never forget that) :))

13. is good in math
- Kristen

14. has pink cheeks
- Alexa

15. is good in volleyball
- Xave

16. is good in badminton
- Rach

17. loves to play the guitar
- me

18. loves his/her cell
- me

19. is teacher's pet
- WAHOOO!!! =))

20. is short
- Kimmie :)) (yes, not me.)

21. has pretty eyes?
- Ayie

22. has a cool last name
- Rikka

24. no. 12's love interest
- Idfk :))

25. no. 16's love interest
- Ojna

26. no. 11's love interest
- Secret :>

27. no. 13's love interest
- Byrone

28. no. 21's love interest
- yeah. sino ba hahaha

29. loves purple and pink
- ate Dianne

30. who you'd like to give you a comment.
- Jen! :))

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Got this from Nando.

Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend ?
girlfriend =))

How many texts are in your inbox?
129

Who is your 10th text from?
Jenny

Are you a jealous person?
depends on the situation

Are you tired right now?
nope

Do you chew on your straws?
when I was a kid

Have you ever been called a tease?
yep :))

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
almost. :))

Do you cry easily?
yep

What should you be doing right now?
go to Rach's house

Are you a heavy sleeper?
yep

Where is your phone?
on the bed

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
ha-ha-ha. what do you think?

Are you mad at someone right now?
nope

Do you believe in love?
of course

What makes you laugh no matter what?
sabaw-ness - agree :))

Who was the last person you talked to?
Rach

Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
Sten

Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
yepyep

Will you get married?
of course

When was the last time you smiled?
minutes ago

Does anyone like you?
hmmm hahahaha

Do you secretly like someone?
:P

Who was the first person you talked to today?
ate Janice

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Loved ones :)

What are you NOT looking forward to?
uhmmmm idk

What ARE you looking forward to?
later!!! yheyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! =)

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
yep

Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
nothing :))

Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
i want to.

Are you a forgiving person?
hmmmm yep

What's something you really want right now?
I want to know what my heart wants.

How many TRUE friends do you have?
a lot =)

Do you fall for people easily?
yes

Have you ever fallen for your ex's best friend?
almost

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Snickers :))
 

Who was the last person you drove with?
?

When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friend?
last month

How late did you stay up last night and why?
11 something. text galore :))

Who were the last 3 people to text you?
Deedam, Warrior and Jen

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yes =)

Do you call or text?
text

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
not a person. my puppy :)

Can you live a day without TV?
yup

What is your ring tone?
Go Girl

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
until now I am

Three names(or more) you go by:
Anje, Je, Undz, Unjeh, Unj, Pogi, Caca, Hotness

Two things you are wearing right now?
shirt and shorts

Are you currently in a relationship?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yes.

Have you ever been given a rose?
in a romantic way? hahaha never

“The greater drunkards I meet, the safer I am.” – Anje Llanera

 

Greetings to: Ivy De Guzman’s 18^th! Sorry bitch, can’t go to your debut tomorrow, I don’t have a dress and I’m really really grounded. Hope you understand. I’ll make it up to you soon :)

                       Echo Himpis for the nomo this afternoon =))

 

Hi Zobel batch ’08! Is Zobel going crazy now that they’re so techie? Hahaha! I miss the fun. Even though some of us aren’t close and still hasn’t change, but what the hell. You’re still my batch mates and I love you guys (even though, again, some of use are not really close.)

 

                        Hello Rach, Sten, Mara, Mel, Karla and Virge! I miss you guys!

 

Robbie, Carissa, Ginets, Luig, Isko and Jerome – we should meet like once every week.

 

 

Alexa’s gonna be okay – We’re here, don’t worry. Aaron and Tere have always made my day. Jake, Vanjoe and Jolo are my brothers. Christian, Gege, Eika and Rikka makes me feel that I’m a child again. Criselle, Rachelle, Deedam, Belle, Patrick, Nikki, Encar, Regine, hi :P

 

Post-lunch with Kimmie, Joanna and Miera at KFC.

 

Imno with Kimmie, Prince, Criselle, Rap, Chibby, Bok, Echo (thanks for the treat!), and Warrior.

-          saw Mitch, Mappy and Just. Yeah, missed them a lot.

-          Margarita and two buckets or Red Horse

-          Uggghhhh. Smokes.

-          Went to McDo Baclaran with Prince. Urine 911. Thanks dude. Such gentleman.

 

Realizations (but this doesn’t necessarily involve me. (well some are obvious) Be the judge ;) )

• The more I hang out with drunkards, the safer I am.
• When a guy smells cigar, I just get turned on.
• I get bitter when I see my past echoses with someone else, but after a few minutes I realize that I’m so lucky that I’m not with them ‘cause I know if I’m with them right now, my life wouldn’t be FULFILLING.
• I DON’T TALK TO PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE THEY’RE MY LAST RESORT.
• I WON’T TRUST PEOPLE WHO THINK I COULD TRUST THEM. ASSHOLES. (And I don’t care if they got big rest backs because I’m not scared of anyone. Especially you. I have a gigantic GOD behind me, ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT.)
• I was really right when I told myself that my friend my fall in love with my block mate that she’s been annoyed at because of her annoying dreams about him.
• The more you let go of someone you love, the more he comes back to you.
• The more amats I am, the more I do my homework diligently. Hahaha.
• When you study in Taft, nomos, the smell of yosi, and gimmicks are INEVITABLE.
• How massive I miss eating at Sex.
• The more I eat chicken, the more my brain cells pop out like hell.
• The more I hear computations, the more I miss getting careless at Math.
• LRT makes mo so bummed and stupid.
• I don’t miss high school. I just miss the people who were with me when I was in it.
• I love college.
• Still haven’t bought a La Salle jacket.
• Friday the 13^th tomorrow.
• Gonna be with the people I love and miss this weekend. YHEYYYY =) Ninong’s beerday on Sunday!!
• TF! It’s HATAY! Not ATAY =)) thanks to my Mom and sister. DAMNIT =)) please stop with the depot thing, you better be ashamed of having me as your relative. :))
• PEOPLE, WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME??!??!? TANG INA, KUNIN NIYO NA NGA KALULUWA KO PARA MABUSOG NA KAYO. LECHE. NYETA.
• =D